State of Shock.

It's been 2 days now since Michael Jackson passed away. I can't shake the funk I've been in since then. I've watched the marathons of his videos last night and today. Not too mention, playing his music on my computer and on my iPod in my car. I went to the mall today. The record store at the mall was playing Michael Jackson music today. "I Want You Back" started playing...I just couldn't take it and I walked out of the store. I guess I never knew how I would react to something like this. He wasn't the same person that he was to me 25 years ago, but I guess that doesn't really matter. Part of me would love to just go find a club that was playing his music right and dance the night away. I went to the beach tonight. It was too crowded for my tastes tonight. I would have really liked to spend some time there alone. Tonight wasn't the night for it. There has been a bright spot in the past 24 hours for me, so I have been thankful for that. More on that later.